Please tell me that i am not the only one who believes that Jesus is not.........?

coming back in some nightmare scenario. I 'm sorry but i just don't believe that hes gonna come take some of us and the rest will be left behind. I mean if you believe that theory then would you say this was hell? And if you, like me.. think that we live in hell in the here an now on earth. then wouldn't you believe that God is not that mean and we are all welcome in heaven regardless if we are gay, straight, black, white, alien.. w/e the case is the only way you don't go to heaven is if you are a non caring, non felling sociopath! they are the devils that walk in human flesh and they are the only ones who will never see the pearly gates! Anyways I just don't believe hes gonna come back here and cause all this hell everyone babbles on about all the time! Please tell me im not the only one!