Torn Between Two Men (Please read long description.) What should I do? (Mature responses please.)?

Have you ever considered being single, giving you room to grow and find out exactly who you are and what you want, before committing (although you really haven't) yourself to someone else? The relationship with your boyfriend isn't healthy, isn't going anywhere, and yet you stay with him. You cheat on him the entire time you've been together, by mentally being involved with this other guy who is obviously immature and infatuated with the idea of you. If this other guy truly loved you, he would ended the relationship with his girlfriend. End both relationships and give yourself the freedom you need.